Alright, I'm old .. I'm old..

I don't know how it happened, but each year there are bound to be something that made me remember it is my birthday.

Last year was a crush.

This was was a bit different. I was reminded of it a few days back by some co-incidental incidents (heh) and my family reminded me of it again yesterday.

And I've totally forgotten about it today when it hit 12, I missed a few calls and a few messages due to my goalkeeping duties.

But ok, I get the point. I'm old. I need others to remind me of the fact that I'm a year older today.

Cheers though, but I don't know whether to be happy or worried that each year I received a well wishes from a new crush I have on. It can only be made worst by the fact that the current one isn't a crush in my mind.

Surrounded by good friends, great family and a decent life I found myself in a bittersweet affair with my moods. Am I supposed to be happy or am I supposed to be sad that I'm still unable to feel complete?

But knowing me, I'd sleep on it tonight and forget about it tomorrow. I won't feel sad over it though, because I know there is always next year to ponder upon again.

So Happy Birthday to me and anyone who shares the same date, I can only hope you don't share the same story :)