Okay, starting to get the hang of this, write write and write then. Since no one's looking, I shall be doing just that. Ah, I got nothing to say, I'm lost on the nothingness inside of me, and I'm pretty much darn happy about this. This was the first day that I completely didn't had her in my mind, at least no until someone mentioned her (yes, you. Thanks ying)... Coming back to this subject on relationship, why is every single time you walk alongside a girl, she's automaticly your girlfriend and you're automaticly a "buaya" for getting over your ex so darn fast ? Explanation then, I broke up with my girl friend on friday.. or saturday, I can't quite remember. And on Sunday I went to my friend's wedding with a few close friends, 2 among them girls. We acted as usual (unmatured) and was having fun with me being half drunk and all, I pinjam'ed her shoulders to lay down for a while to get over the blurness... And yes, she pretended to be my escort to the party, but why can't everyone look past that ? I barely knew her, and I sure heck ain't trying to rush into another meaningless relationship that is bound to end a pieces again, right ? Reading back at my post yesterday, I somehow mentioned that I'm eager to get into a new relationship, which at today.. I'm not :) .. Yes, I'm weirdo no.1 :)

Watched Stephen Chow's Tong Pak Fu a.k.a Flirting Scholar today, nice even though it's already dated. This brings me back some nostalgia, which I might buck up with Monty Python's movies :) ....

What the fuck am I doing ?? I'm bored of this... I'm not going to write today ..just not in the mood for it.
Hmmm, as old as this song is.. it quite hit the nail of my current feeling... :)

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

Learning is fun, but I have no idea what to learn. I want to learn, something .. anything..Anyone have any ideas on it ?

Seems that I'm now is a relations counsellor (however you spell that ), trying to patch things up between a few friends, advising a few mates and consulting a few partners, or partners to be.. and I'm supposed to be the guy who had a ruined relationship ? Yawn, somehow it seems taht everyone around me is either a cold cold heart, or a confused kid or a sad bastard. Don't you bloody know how luck you guys are!?!?!?! Wake up and smell the air of life. Then go live it. You might actually enjoy some part of it. Until then, enjoy your misery ... you might miss it one darn fine day :)