Nothing to write, my emotions are pretty much unstable. You don't know the impact someone has onto you until you feel what it is like to be in that hot seat. I have no idea where I stand in her point of view, but I'm hoping I'd know better of as time goes by. The Darkness is the band of the moment, I got their cd with I've wanted a month back or but never found any illegal copy of until recently, Permission To Land is a superb album, and this is my fave song from it.

The Darkness - Growing On Me

I can't get rid of you
I don't know what to do
I don't even know who is growing on who
'Cos everywhere I go you're there
I Can't get you out of my hair
I Can't pretend that I don't care - it's not fair

I'm (being) punished for all my offences
I wanna touch you but I'm afraid of the consequences
I wanna banish you from whence you came
But you're part of me now
And I've only got myself to blame

You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)
You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)
I think i see

Sleeping in an empty bed
Can't get you off my head
I won't have a life until you're dead
Yes, you heard what I said

I wanna shake you off but you just won't go
And you're all over me but I don't want anyone to know
That you're attached to me, that's how you've grown
Won't you leave me, leave me alone

You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)
You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)
I think i see


You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)
You're really growing on me
(Or am I growing on you?)

And it truly reflects my feeling for her. She's really and plently much growing on me day by day. Although I don't think she realise that, but that's my problem.