As my free time gets shorter and shorter, add that up with a spoilt DSL modem and some lost in interest, you will sure have noticed by now that my updates is getting shorter, more boring and quite lack these days. I'd try my best to do something about it, but you can't really blame me at times, really. From now on, I'll try to look for any interesting questions that has been posted or written anywhere, and answered it from my point of view. You're free to ask me your questions, but I know really, no one cares.
What do you hope to achieve in 2004...
I was asked this question in one of my regularly visited and still to me, one of the best forums, The Dugout. I didn't took much pondering to do this, though if I do ponder, even more things will surely creep up.A few things really.
1. I quitted my current low paying job to continue my studies, hoping really it'll lead me somewhere other than here. So I do hope everything will run smoothly and I actually gets a good education up and running.
2. Enjoying all my free time. I'm going to Korea alone (although with a tour, but still no one else I know) and I'm starting to enjoy doing things alone, so I do hope I'll get more chances to do my stuffs alone, if the cash and time permits.
3. Relationship. I ended one of my most heartbreaking relationship of my short life, but strangely I'm seriously considering starting a new relationship if the chance comes along again. I guess it's jsut the adrinaline (sp?) of having ups and down rather than being in the same plataeu.
4. Entertainment. Books to read. Songs to hear. Movies to watch. Stories to tell. Ideas to think over. The only big disadvantage I ahve is the fact that I won't have that much cash to see or hear all I want, and combined with my strange behaviour of doing things to my impulse, it's hard to stick to something for long.
5. As I've said above, determination and lasting passion. I hope to get those more into me. I need to get my body in shape, but never bothered to join a gym, I'm starting to lose some of my interest in movies and books. Songs taking over somehow. But I'd force myself to complete all of my works, then take things a step at a time. As much as I hate how I do things to my gut feeling and impulse, I can't help but love the feeling of suprising myself with new and refresing stuffs, things that I learn each day with a new decision.
That was my answer, and the reason I was able to come up with those so quickly is simple, I've been thinking a lot about them this past 2 months or so. Am I making a mistake ? Am I taking the right course ? Am I opening the right door ? Does a door even opening for me ? I'm not young, but not old either. But in this age and time, 23 is supposed to be your glory year where you really must already have a firm foot in whatever you want to be in. I really don't see myself in that position in 2 years time, more towards somehere in between success and failure me guess.
I'm happy these days. Amy is 100.234x more depressed than me, and that's what I gathered from the 3 post I read from her blog, which you'll find in the links section at the right hand site of this page. But, the question remains, why ? But yet, why the news that I'm going to Korea, I'm starting to hang out more with friends I thought I've lost, I have a good relationship with my ex, and hoping to have a better one with someone (ehem...), The Lord Of The Rings is coming out (3 years, oh my god how time flies :O..), I'm reading some really good books, getting some really fine music in my ears, yet everything (well, except for the someone part) really doesn't excite, thrill, cheer or in anyway make them somehow memorable to the point that it'll be a story I would want to tell my grandchilds ? (Back in 03, time when we will have the walk ON FOOT!! to the cinema after driving ON LAND !! to watch the greatest movie ever made, The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King !, what a night it was, you should have been there, Ben, no virtual actor crap like what you have now. WE have real actors, doing real actions. .. Well, yes, there might have been some fake parts in them, but still .. real ! .. shut up Ben, if not I'm gonna kick your ass..)
Bah, you know who I blame my seemingly half depressed life on ? Bright Eyes. Who ? Well, google.com always on the corner, literally. Go and find out fer yourself.. I'd leave a clue here, no lies, just love.
What do you hope to achieve in 2004...
I was asked this question in one of my regularly visited and still to me, one of the best forums, The Dugout. I didn't took much pondering to do this, though if I do ponder, even more things will surely creep up.A few things really.
1. I quitted my current low paying job to continue my studies, hoping really it'll lead me somewhere other than here. So I do hope everything will run smoothly and I actually gets a good education up and running.
2. Enjoying all my free time. I'm going to Korea alone (although with a tour, but still no one else I know) and I'm starting to enjoy doing things alone, so I do hope I'll get more chances to do my stuffs alone, if the cash and time permits.
3. Relationship. I ended one of my most heartbreaking relationship of my short life, but strangely I'm seriously considering starting a new relationship if the chance comes along again. I guess it's jsut the adrinaline (sp?) of having ups and down rather than being in the same plataeu.
4. Entertainment. Books to read. Songs to hear. Movies to watch. Stories to tell. Ideas to think over. The only big disadvantage I ahve is the fact that I won't have that much cash to see or hear all I want, and combined with my strange behaviour of doing things to my impulse, it's hard to stick to something for long.
5. As I've said above, determination and lasting passion. I hope to get those more into me. I need to get my body in shape, but never bothered to join a gym, I'm starting to lose some of my interest in movies and books. Songs taking over somehow. But I'd force myself to complete all of my works, then take things a step at a time. As much as I hate how I do things to my gut feeling and impulse, I can't help but love the feeling of suprising myself with new and refresing stuffs, things that I learn each day with a new decision.
That was my answer, and the reason I was able to come up with those so quickly is simple, I've been thinking a lot about them this past 2 months or so. Am I making a mistake ? Am I taking the right course ? Am I opening the right door ? Does a door even opening for me ? I'm not young, but not old either. But in this age and time, 23 is supposed to be your glory year where you really must already have a firm foot in whatever you want to be in. I really don't see myself in that position in 2 years time, more towards somehere in between success and failure me guess.
I'm happy these days. Amy is 100.234x more depressed than me, and that's what I gathered from the 3 post I read from her blog, which you'll find in the links section at the right hand site of this page. But, the question remains, why ? But yet, why the news that I'm going to Korea, I'm starting to hang out more with friends I thought I've lost, I have a good relationship with my ex, and hoping to have a better one with someone (ehem...), The Lord Of The Rings is coming out (3 years, oh my god how time flies :O..), I'm reading some really good books, getting some really fine music in my ears, yet everything (well, except for the someone part) really doesn't excite, thrill, cheer or in anyway make them somehow memorable to the point that it'll be a story I would want to tell my grandchilds ? (Back in 03, time when we will have the walk ON FOOT!! to the cinema after driving ON LAND !! to watch the greatest movie ever made, The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King !, what a night it was, you should have been there, Ben, no virtual actor crap like what you have now. WE have real actors, doing real actions. .. Well, yes, there might have been some fake parts in them, but still .. real ! .. shut up Ben, if not I'm gonna kick your ass..)
Bah, you know who I blame my seemingly half depressed life on ? Bright Eyes. Who ? Well, google.com always on the corner, literally. Go and find out fer yourself.. I'd leave a clue here, no lies, just love.
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12/04/2003 05:08:00 PM
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