Just have to give my hats off to Twista for brilliantly making Luther Vandross' House is not a Home into a Gladys Knight version in his song Slow Jamz.

Well, I'm almost giving up any hopes to go directly into a Dips course in Inti. They said they needed the transcripts from my ex-colleges, but it'll take 7 working days to get it, and that means about 2 weeks before I can get it, and class starts on early May. I'd giving them a call and ask if they let me in first then I show them those, but I sincerely don't think I'm up for it. Well, I'd continue on Cert level if needed though, anything is better than idling at home like I'm now. I'd get a part time job too, i know it'll be hard, but well, a guys gotta live, no ?

Hhmm, took one listen to Gladys Knight's song, I'm in love~~ .... The more reason I wanna get a vinyl player :D .. These songs will never feel the same without the crack and pops in it. Had a game of football today, forcing me to miss the Viva gathering everyone in #anaroch was so excited about. I've been in clubs for 2 days in a row, so missing this one didn't seem like anything much, at least not for the environment.. regret that I miss meeting some old or new friends that I would have gotten to know if I went there ;). Hmm, my ex girlfriend came back from Ipoh today, she called me up to make an appointment (:p) to yum char tomorrow. Quite excited, it's been a while since we've met, and I do think she misses me more than I miss her, but that's not the point. I guess you'll find it weird someone who splitted rather bitterly twice would still be excited about meeting again, but if you did read my blog, I'm quite sure you'll get to know me by now :)~

Well, ahh, cathing up on old stuffs. I received exclusive rights to GMail, Google's answer to free based E-Mails that gives us 1GB, yes... 1GB of free storage space. The catch ?? Well, they'll scan your mails and send you ads according to what they think you'll like. And I don't know a single person who likes e-spam, but we'll see eh ? I also apparently got myself into a big mess, some gal is actually liking me :/. Yes, a casual friendship somehow turned into a mini play, and now I'm scared about it. Funny how her promise of never putting any hope into this and simply have fun has turn into something I'd rather not have now, a wannabe girlfriend. We're still good friends though, but I'm not sure if this side thing should remain as it is now.

Another relationship well ruined. As the wind will always blow, the sun will always shine (well, at least during my lifetime anyway), the human heart will always be broken and dear ole fuzzy will ever wonder what does he possess that leads him into one trouble after another ? Strange, the one thing i really wanna do now is to have something ala High Fidelity here, a grand collection of vinyls to simply throw on and sulk :) ...Can someone who actually know me tell me what does I possess, or I'd be forced to visit a chinese medium sooner or later to sort this out. Then again, I doubt anyone knowing me is reading this, heck I don't even know if ANYONE is reading this, and I prolly won't care anyway. Yes, I'm a bitch, I'm not proud, but I certainly am not pretending to be anything else I could not be. Oh my god, it's 7 AM here, I've been isomniatic again for the past few days, this is really killing me. And being all alone at 4AM isn't the best thing you hope for in your life, but I guess I understand that its the price you pay for being a freak in the first place :)

Artist Lyrics: Gladys Knight
Song Lyrics: Neither One Of Us

It's sad to think, we're not gonna make it
And it's gotten to the point where we just can fake it (Ooo)
For some unGodly reason we just won't let it down (let it down)
I guess neither one of us (neither one of us)
Wants to be the first to say good bye

I keep on wondering (wondering)
What I'm gonna do with out ya (do without you)
And I guess you must be wondering that same thing too (Ooo)
So we go on go on together living our lives (living our lives)
Because neither one of us (neither one of us)
Wants to be the first to say good bye
Oooooh ev'rytime I find the nerve
Everytime I find the nerve to say I'm leavin' (leavin')
Oh, memories, those old memories get in my way (my way my way)
Oh (Ooo) Lord knows it's only me only knows it's only me
That I'm deciving
When it comes to say good bye
That's a simple word that I just cannot say
There can be no way (be no way)
This can have a happy ending (happy ending)
So we just go on (we go on) hurting and pretending
And convincing ourselves to give it just one more try (one more try)
Because neither one of us (Neither one of us)
Wants to be the forst to say
Neither one of us (neither one of us) Wants to be the first to say
Neither one of us (Neither one of us) wants to be the first to say
Fairwell my love, goodbye (goodbye)

Great song, go get it. Ta for now.