A total change of mind

The big news in Malaysia recently was the massive operation of sending back the illegal immigrants, or in shorter terms indons, back to their country of origin. The parliment is still debating whether the Chinese would be send back to China, the Indians back to India and and the Singaporeans shot because no one likes them since they caned the 15-year-old for being an artist. And people wonder why Singapore never had an great artist like Picasso.

This operation has caused raised some questions, problems and also cheers from everyone depending on the side of the fence they're staying at. The first questions raised was who are we going to blame now for the social vices that we've come to associate with the illegal immigrants who are understandbly more immoral than us. We point to the local Starbucks to prove a point. Have you ever seen any Indonesians there? The defence rest it's case, your honor. The question of why despite the extensive planning of our well fed representitives in Parliment not a single one of them have the idea of arranging a backup set of workers before we started to ship them back to Indonesia?

I have alot more to say about this, but discard that. I kissed the girl of my dreams, the girl that has been in my heart for abotu a year now, the single reason I'm still single and the girl that is still not mine because she already has a boyfriend despite also being in love with me.

I'm not sure how to explain it, but I now understand the feeling of how everything melts away the moment our lips touch, the thumping sounds, dripping sweats or blinding lights in the club all was seemingly poof and disappear. It was the best kiss I ever had and I'm not sure whether it has done me more good or harm.

You see, hours before this fateful kiss, talks with a few friends of mine all gave and received the same advice and answers to/from me, that I will have to let her go because this (non)existing relationship clearly is leading us nowhere, something I promised myself I would do. Now it seems, we're back to square one.

So, I believe karma exist now, for all the hard time I might have gave other people, it all comes back to me this morning around 3 a.m at Rush in the form of a heavenly kiss.

If there was ever a total change of mind regarding a post and a decision, this must be it. Or maybe not. Or maybe yes.