Wednesday, February 25, 2004

If you do indeed notice, posting a update now is pretty much mind blowing considering the time and the effort I'm going to put into this. I'd start by saying I slept for about 20 hours yesterday. Which left me pretty much pumped up to watch the 3 football matches that was shown live at the same time. So instead of watching how the great Bayern Munich show that tactics work better than talent, or how talent works better than tactic, I watched West Ham vs. Fulham instead. They are one of the teams I support, the Hammers. It's sad that they ended up where they are now and lost so much talents due to the bloody managements, but still a good team to support. But I ain't a die hard supporter of them, nor of Man Utd, the team I've supported since 95.. I've simply just lost a lot of interest in football, even to the point of watching it simply because I bet some money on it. I've tried since then, but a lot of that pure joy of watching football is gone, no idea why, simply moved on to a new thing I supposed, like discovering a new band or music, or watched an amazing film. The Thrills is a great band, I'm not sure why no one listens to them, but they're that good. Oh, a few of their songs is already playing on MTV, so I wouldn't be suprised if they do catch on later. Same goes to The Darkness, which I found a couple of their tracks in Klang's Songbird, very very much to my suprise.
Problem with me it seems, that I'm far too critical at times. I can easily spot a mistake, or something that I dislike in a thing more faster than I do for something I do like. Don't get me wrong, I'm a pretty much lay back kind of guy, I'm easy to go along with and pretty much are ok on many things and really is an open minded kind of guy. But I'm far too serious at the things I think should be and far to stone headed on a decision I make (which is usually (well ok, always) wrong in a lot of times) and rarely goes back on it. I do say sorry though, amit rarely, but still does. That basically has been the root of a hell lot of problem and shits I've been in and through, a lot more I sense, is just around the corner. It isn't something that I'm proud of, but it's a part of me that is hard to rid off, and as they say, if you can't beat 'em, join em.. But he very thing that gets to me is frustration, at not achieving a thing, not getting a thing or not having things going my way. Which is a whole darn lot. You can easily spot the latest one, so I won't drag on that issue unless anything changes.

Oh my god, DJ Danger Mouse just did a pretty much amazing thing by mixing up the vocals off some song from Jay-Z's new album, The Black Album and the background beats off The Beatles' White Album to make up an pretty much cool new tune. And I would just want to make a statement that Jason Mraz's You And I Both.. is a FREAKING GREAT SONG !!! The lyric at parts pretty much stated what I wanted to say at times...

Jason Mraz - You And I Both
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh, things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, and taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh, But it often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of, others only dream of bout' the love
Oh, the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages, for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Oh, love love, you and I, you and I,
not so little you and I anymore, Umm
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well that I’m almost finally out of
I’m finally out of
Finally-dee-deedle le dee dee
Well I’m almost finally, finally
Well I am free, Oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephone well their workin it both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang


Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well that I’m almost finally out of
I’m finally out of, Finally-dee-deedle le dee dee
Well I’m almost finally, finally
Out of words


What simple yet expressing words at time. I've pretty much given up being a good songwriter or even anything remotely close to dealing with a musical setup. My vocabulary is very bad and I've seen far too much word I don't understand to keep my hopes that much high at all. And again, don't get me wrong. I'm not all out bent on discovering heart breaking song and play them to death, I too listen to a lot of other genre and sounds that I do think you won't get interested in, example my playlist consist of songs like Twista - Slow Jamz which contains a funny line that I rather you find out yourself. Also along the lines are Who Da Funk - Shiny Disco Balls or Chingy - One Call Away. All far from the typical song you'll associate with a heart worn person like me, but still suprisingly expected. Both good songs, but wouldn't stay long in my playlist I guess. The yawness factor hasn't kicked in yet, but I'm off anyway, catching up with some breakfast and some news. Which will somehow be the same as what I read the day before. Yawn will bound to kick in by then, right ?

Oh, and West Ham lost 3-0 despite being the better team for the good half of the match, that's life.

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