O-Town - All Or Nothing

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere's got to give
A share in this relationship
Gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cuz I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart but I
Don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Chorus

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room, inside, for me in your life

Cuz I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

Chorus 2x


This is somehow a part of what I feel now. The only difference was that I'm fighting doubt and insecurity, not an old memory of a lost love. Well, am I ?