Wee~~, yes I know I haven't posted in quite a while. Not that I'm busy though, it's just that I don't seem to be able to remember that I do keep a blog :)

Well, with college over, I felt a bit dissapointed over the fact that I didn't do that well on the subjects that I had an exam on. I can blame it on my slight fever that made me slept and weak during the entire course of exam week, but then again, it would be unfair to the flu itself as it was only doing his job, and what a bloody well one I should say. Even 6 panadols didn't deter him for doing it. I can only hope I have the same mentality towards life and stuff.

So now I'm pretty much idling at home, something I had planned on not doing, but then again, what is better than to catch up on the sleep I lost ? :p

Then again, this is also a time in which I can remind me of my duly past, the days where I spend 343 hours and 12 minutes playing Championship Manager non stop because I can. Now I choose to spend all those hours playing Winning Eleven 7 instead :)

It's ironic that a guy who wrote an article for his college magazine (yes, and it was published even though much of the witty content that really mattered was edit out because I shared the page with another poor soul, mine should have been better :() about what sports or recreation to do for the holidays have no idea what himself should do for the holidays. On the plus note I get to play futsal, something I was deprived from for about 2 weeks or so in the run in for my finals. Heck, we even won a challenge match against some dudes few days back, with me pulling off a couple of good saves :D ... Yeah, we're that good -.-

Hmm, both of my cousins from the same family went to Aussie this week to futher their studies, which left me green with envy and red with pride. I'm not sure what I really should feel I guess, the fact that they have complete one part of their life and moving on to the next part of it, or the fact that they are going there with no idea what would become of them, and that they are still trying to understand what they really want in their life. I'm hoping that it would be envy. I do feel for her parents though, the fact that she will be losing 2 of her child that she has protected for so long (yes, my cousin's first love was at age 18-19 I think because her mom won't let him date or go clubbing, I did it like 3-4 years earlier and grew tired of it by now) suddently is gone for 2 or maybe more years in some foreign land that where they hate us. It's kinda like sending an American into Iraq and wishing him good luck along the way. Well, maybe not that far but still...

Hhmm, for some reason I downloaded both Orgy and New Order's version of Blue Monday, I can only say now I can firmly tell you that Orgy is shit. Yes that and Theme Hospital is a great game. Truly. I will try not to touch it because it will only suck me in and resulting in me forgetting the wider picture, to win my last Champion League throphy with West Ham before I quit.

My fingers are eager to move but my brain simply can't. I used to have a lot to say in here, but when I look back, it's mostly about my weird relationships with love or friends. As I've mentioned earlier on I have been told that a few of my friends didn't like hanging out with me, but I can sense that even though the sense of brotherhood remains to be seen, but I did have a good convo and laugh with one of them earlier today. The question was constantly lingering on my mind, but I decided against on asking it directly, because I remember what a bunch of good liars we are from our past 'missions' ... Ah, those great missions to ensure we survive in the cat call another cat and tell her about her dog with other car world, oh how great were we in completing and weaving a tale after another to leave the women oh how charmed.

SOME PEOPLE WANT IT ALL,
BU I DON'T WANT NOTHING AT ALL,
IF IT AIN'T YOU BABY,
IF I AIN'T GOT YOU BABY....

Heh, superb song indeed. It came on to my winamp and I can't help but sing along to it, then again, I sing along to every single song that comes up on my list -.- .. Yes, it's childish but I don't look 21 so I don't mind :D

Ah, on the subject of love, one of my good friends is getting married soon !!! Which leave me feeling even older and wearier as the time ticks by. But I've promised myself to only be married before the age of 35 and after the age or 30, so it still leave me a few good years to look for that special one and only. Which I don't really think exist in the first place. Or is hiding. I pray it is the former. I also hopes that if she does in any case exist, she accept my sincere apology in the behalf of god in piting both of us together as a couple because I know what a nuisance I am :)

Ah, just found out my tutor (despite stil not knowing her name or what to call her) is pretty much a girl at heart, and a very very nice person to boost. I've made a promise to myself to thank her in someway and I can only hope I will actually find a way too, but anyhow, I'd promptly thank her here.

And of course the last thing before I forget, dofin has got a boyfriend! :D .... I'm still not sure the details of it, as I've pretty much given up hope on communications with human, or at least any decent attempt to. But I wish them the best of lucks, and I hope that they won't need any of it in this relationship ;)




p/s: -.- u tipu me ar, ying.. ggrr x2 :p