Don't Caring..

I don't care.

I don't? Driving for about 2 hours through jam and rain, agreeing to all the knick-knacks that seemed unreasonable, apologizing even when at times I seemed to be one the right side, I don't care?

This one takes the biscuit. You slammed the phone on me, saying you don't want to see me, then freak out when I went to sleep? I don't control sleep. What did I do entire day that was so important? Nothing much, trying to secure so fucking money so I don't have to tell mom I need the money I gave her.

If it was so important to you, say yes. If it was so important, call up my home, ask them to wake me up. But alas, you don't care. You'd rather wait for the chance to pounce on me like the guilty useless bastard I am. You succeeded. Congratulations. I apologise for sleeping, for not offering you a ride because you committed to a walking game with your friends and for not being able to take you to the zoo. You needed your sleep, you've up until 4 doing something very important, I bet.

I'm tired of arguing my case. You wanna blame me, go ahead. Because I'm going to start listen to you and let you be right in your vindictive judgement, I'm going to don't care. If you want this to tie you up, that's now, your problem. I'll still love you as I do, accept you as you are and not caring what you want to do with you and your feelings anymore, because I can't and don't find much energy, tears and thoughts into having to justify my feelings to you over and over again.